Sunday, 27 January 2019

My BestFriend

Gracious goes the ghost of you
I will never forget the plans and the
Silhouettes you drew here and
Gracious goes the ghost of you, my dear
How would you know?
When everything around you's bruised and battered
Like the cold night storm and where would you turn to?
Or hide a ghost, a shadow at the most, would you tell me so?
I adore you so when it all comes clear
The wind is settled, I'll be here, you know
Darling I'll grow weary, happy still
With just the memory of your face.
 
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Its hard when you lose a loved one. Not near enough as hard as losing a pet though. Maybe your parents but I hope (touch wood) that I don't have to experience that yet.
When you look into their eyes and you know that your all that they have. They can't talk to you, they can't express feelings and words like we can. Only the licking and constant cuddles is a way to know they definitely love you. Unless it's that biscuit you just gave them, that you probably shouldn't have.
You are their reason for being. And now it's gone.
 
My beautiful best friend was taken from us. It sounds like he got took away. He did, Cancer took him from us. Cancer's like this really ugly person that wears a cloak, he walks around and spikes poor unfortunate souls with his demons. How are you supposed to know a pets poorly when they can't tell you a thing? The poor heartache in his eyes still haunts us all everyday.
At least we know he's better now.
Better off away from this cruel world.
 
He was my best friend because he knew. He just knew how to be with me. He knew how to love me, he knew how to cheer me up, give me cuddles and make me laugh.
He knew how to wind me up, get me annoyed and always make me laugh.
 
He will forever be my best friend.
 
Alfred J Hymas
08/12/07-05/01/19
 
 
The next time your dog does something naughty and you want to snap at them. Take a moment to remember, that one silly moment is nothing but seconds in their lifetime, and missing you is like years. I will miss him forever. Cherish every moment you can.
 
Katie xx
 
 
 

Tuesday, 22 August 2017

Mustard home

Mustard home

Beauty salon

Beauty salon

Monday, 6 March 2017

Oops..

I've done it again haven't I? I said I wouldn't and I did. I've given up again, whenever I have nothing to write about or no motivation in life, I leave my blog hanging with no content.

I've said it a billion times but I've got lists and lists of posts I want to write and I never get round to doing it so I'm taking more time for myself and doing what I enjoy.

I've been ill recently, I'm still not 100% so doing what I enjoy in the way of blogging and photos is going to help get me back to being me. So I'm following in the footsteps of my newly fave Youtuber and blogger; Zoe London by going back to basics in the blogging world and enjoying it for what it is.

firstly, who gives a crap about being professional right now, screw the correct grammar, punctuation and capital letters. this is gonna be real, this is me and im saying it and typing it how it is from now on. i literally just decided that in my head (ha) that's the way its gotta be!

ive been thinking a while about getting my blog out there a little more and im struggling to find ways how to do this. obviously ive joined bloglovin and promote through insta and twitter and all that but i 100% have no clue what the hell im doing on bloglovin. it'd really help a girl out if anyone could give me a few tips here and there to steer me through the process of making it work.

im gonna stop rambling and get on with drafting up some posts and also, make a start in mixing up my theme. so i apologise for slacking but im determined this time, for me to make it better!

Katie xxx